I Have To...

Yesterday, I felt I was flying because emotions can't be contained anymore....
Today, I felt I was falling because emotions are now drowning me even more...

          I have to admit that I have made drastic choices in my life. As temperamental as I am, I expect results far beyond what I already grasped and I never failed to do so.
          I have to admit that I have imperfections to correct. But never have my neurons processed what I have just proven: "they will pull you down". 
          I have to admit that I defend sometimes my isolated standards. But I cannot internalized that they are so unrealistic, viewing the world into a tight, selfish perspective.
          I have to admit that I am immature. One time, I found out they have immaturity, too.
          I have to admit that I have never been a good son. But in my experiences, tantamount to the reality, have they been good to me?
          I have to admit that I am impulsive. Later on, I have seen  them as not like me, but far worse than me.
          I have to admit that sometimes I am so unfair. But you have to agree, when does life seem to be fair?
          I have to admit that I sometimes see the practical reason. But their wisdom sometimes cannot see it for their reason is based on experience. However, the experience may not be suitable for all of us.
       
          I have to argue the point that you need to accept your own fault,too. It is mot harmful.
          I have to let  you see and read this because in totality, you must and you should.

Yesterday, I am just like a blind and mute.
Today, this blind and mute may slap and shoot.

Mapanglaw na Liwanag

Naglakbay ang duwag na isip sa dako paroon

Katatagan ng kalooban ay muling hinamon

Sapat nga bang kukunin lang sa atin ng panahon

Ang diwang malalim, diwang mas nais na tumugon.

Kagyat ating makita ang hatid ng kalikasan

Isip natuliro sa mga bagay na natuklasan

tulad ng problema na hindi maglaho sa daan

Hungkag nating damdamin ay laging nararanasan.

Sagwan ng bangka ay kay hirap nating ipahinto

Alon sa dagat ay kailanman 'di sasanto.

'Sang bagay lamang ang siyang sasagisag

Damhin ang kainitan ng mapanglaw na liwanag.

Buhay na Hindi Naging

Isa, dalawa, tatlo ako ay nakatawa pa

Sadyang kay ilap ng liwanag sa 'king mga mata

Daplis ng likido na nagmula sa sustansiya mo

Sapat ng supilin and dilim, karimlan; nagbago.

Kaligayahan ko ay panandaliang naglaho

Batid kong may namumuo sa walang muwang na puso

Tanda ng lagim nabatid kapalit ng pagsuyo

Ugat ay siyang kalungkutan at ang kahihiyan mo.

Tuldok ng 'sang bagong liwanag ay minsan nagningning

Silakbo ng samang damdamin ay iyong inangkin

Ako'y naglaho na parang bula, ako'y patayin

Ako'y isa lamang buhay, buhay na hindi naging....

SRCB: Celebrating 110th Foundation

The whole campus of St. Rita’s College of Balingasag was set on fire when various games were held since the nerve cracking 3^rd day up until the scorching 6^th day of October where the Foundation Celebration was feasted with students all around the academe- from primary to tertiary.

With its 110^th celebration since founding the school, the weeklong celebration was opened by a massive parade started at 7:30 am of October 3, gaily participated by graders, high school and college students with the Mutya ng SRCB 2011 candidates. Followed then by the Cheerdance competition of the College Department. Education Pep Squad swept five of their contenders as they were hailed as champion for the said event.

The following day, games scheduled intensified the prayers and excitement of each department’s cheerers. The spirit of sportsmanship and camaraderie were very obvious as such that each team- from Education, Criminology, HRM, BSBA,  to CRP- accepted win with a grateful heart and defeat with pride for they have surpassed the limits of their own capacity.

Below is the result of the said celebration:

Champion- Criminology Department

1^st runner-up – HRM Department

2^nd runner-up – BSBA Department

The concluding activity which is the Mutya ng SRCB was grabbed by the Education representative Ms. Queenie Cabason.

Even with controversies of how the games were scheduled, how the teams were matched and whether to include the agreed accumulated points of the past departments’ encounters, the program heads able to accept and decided for common good and that is essential for development towards attainment of this year’s main goal -----“PEACE”.

Balingasag is Moving Forward: Now Faster

 See how time have fled when the time I first saw Balingasag back when I was young--old--not in a way that is not good but it is quite exotically beautiful. You will still feel the Spanish era because of the old heritage sites such  as the houses built, the church, the patron saint Sr. Sto. Niño and the usual use of Spanish dialects.

Yet  now gone are the days where we see those houses. Fewer remain nowadays. Gone are those olden ways that have blocked the way to progressiveness Balingasag should have become a long, long time ago.

And now Balingasag is one of the fastest emerging town in the whole Philippines. Drastic changes took place. Improvements of the Parks( Children, People's, and Jose Roa), The reconstruction of the municipal building now known to be the People's Palace, one of a kind here in Region X that costs for about 70 million, the beaches that are very clean and many more. Balingasag also is a Hall of Famer for the LGU's effort to keeping Balingasag clean and green.

This is due to the effort of the Municipal Mayor, Hon. Alexis Quina and the Sanguniang Bayan as well as the Misamis Oriental Governor, Hon. Oscar Moreno.


Come and visit Balingasag.

Long live Balingasag! Your glory will shine forever!

3rd Balingasag's Oratorical Contest

I am happy of the result of this year's oratorical contest.I somehow remembered that winning moment i have when I won the same competition 3 years ago... There are six contestants from different schools namely St. Rita's College, San Isidro National High School, Misamis Oriental National High School, St. Peter's College, Misamis Oriental Institute of Science and Technology and Rosario National High School.The Contestants were all deserving yet there would always be hailed as a winner.
I look forward for two contestants. One from St. Rita's College in the name of Carl Owen Saison and from San Isidro National High School who is April Jean Daguimol, my sister. I knew that they will vie for the grand prize.I both have witnessed there practices and i had even trained my sister partly aside from her coach Mrs. Nina Zaballero. They are both in their best performance that time and had done great for their age. Carl is a third year student and April is a second year student. Young for their age, they had proved that they can make it(*sorry for the flaws of this piece because im on the hurry doing this).
Carl won and April on the second place. I'm quite disappointed that my sister was just a point behind the winner But still happy that I know that we are talented individuals. We never settle for the less. We are aiming high,aiming for the best.

Who Am I?

People are judgmental....I don't know why I feel such emotions towards them then. Well apart from this, I know they hated me so much, some even drag me down round my face. I felt helpless sometimes but I always think I have to show them what I really got.......

I know I am good in such a way that people are jealous of what I have soared, what I have achieved. I got many achievements and even don't hesitate to accept defeat. I love my family and never ever in my whole life that I thought to leave them.

See what i looked like at that picture above. A face that have already felt great in life, hurdled challenges that caused some dreams to be stopped. Beyond that, I managed to see you eye to eye. Now look at it intently...Reflect on your own and now I am giving you permission to judge me basing on the picture.

I missed a lot of chances, big chances that will surely have had given me rights to be proud of what I got but then I am still not on the finish line, I knew it! I am satisfied but not yet gratified....And only I can do then is to gain friends and have links with them..With them, aside from my family I know that I made them happy and made me happy in return also.

I am who I am! No matter what people say whoever I am, That what I am not......and I always put it on my head of what one of the presidents of America had said  "The only thing to fear is fear itself."..So as long as I don't fear 'fear', I need not to worry.